The Land of What If

Today, well, more so this week has been a major time of drifting into the land of “If Only/What If.” Yes, I know it’s not the most mind and emotion healthy place to drift to, but somehow there are just those days. Maybe it’s because person after person I know has either gotten engaged, married, or fallen into the hole of love (because you don’t fall in love, you fall in a hole).

In the drifting to these imaginary lands, my mind has gone back through every relationship I’ve been in and even thought about and considered being in.

Despite the feelings of loneliness that overcome me at times such as the upcoming Thanksgiving where every relative wants to know about your grades, friends, and most importantly, your love life, I have come to realize things through this.

• I am loved beyond words by:
• My Heavenly Father
• My family
• My friends
• I am destined for greatness far beyond these failed relationships.
• God has not forgotten where I am at.
• Someday, a man will come along that will fulfill me in every way.
• He will fill the holes left empty by other boys
• He will change my entire outlook on life and love.
• He will love me to the point I will forget the previous hurts.

1 Peter 2:9 But you are a chosen race...that you may proclaim the excellencies of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light.

Galatians 1:15 But even before I was born, God chose me and called me by His marvelous grace.

Psalm 18:30 This God—His way is perfect; the Word of the Lord proves true; He is a shield for all those who take refuge in Him.